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REGINA'S LEAVING FOR NEW YORK(again) IN MARCH! ):

no. not for holiday but for long.
yes.
just like daddy.
I DONT LIKE MILLIKEN.
theyre always sending people to new york to work.
and they so happen to be my family members.
UGH.
daddy comes back every four to five months.
regina will only com back for CHRISTMAS.
and its not even confirmed.

if she's coming back for christmas next year,
thats it!
its christmas in new york.
since daddy works there too.

boo.):
its so sad!
first.
she went to new york.
and came back.
for three years.
and she's going again!
for.
who knows how long it'll be.
gosh.

and chinyi and spencer will be going there soon.

ugh.
who knows, maybe mummy will move too.
and i'll be ALL ALONE.
damn it.

if only new york's next door from singapore.

BOO.):
its so sad.

i see daddy about. three times a year.
for around one week each time.
and regina.
i'll only see her ONCE a year.
for THREE DAYS.

man.
this sucks.

THIS CHRISTMAS HAD BETTER BE GOOD.
last FAMILY DINNER ON CHRISTMAS WITH FULL ATTENDENCE.):
shiat.

PEOPLE.
DONT RUIN MY CHRISTMAS THANKYOU.

man.
better take loads of pictures before all the older cousins leave sinagpore for work
or studies.

and those left will be.
celine, bronson, joan, tisha, joshua, lil ryan and bryan.
oh. and me.
DANG.

MILLIKEN. YOU HAD BETTER GIVE MY FAMILY MEMBERS GOOD PAY AND TREAT THEM WELL.

alright.
im gonna go sulk and be real sad and complain and whine now and TALK TO REGINA now.
time with her's precious.

goodbye.

BOO.):

tag replies;

kendra> haha yupps! and i miss you! LOVES((: <333

tUck> it is? anyways, take cares!

JOLENE> haha OKAY!(: WHENWHEN! oh. THANKS HUH. so mean! haha. <333

EUDORA> haha thanks!(: you take cares too! <333

i hope you blow away;

hey(:

today's rather busy.
haha.
woke up at 7 plus,
bummed around.
had breakfast.
and mel messaged.
chat on the phone(:
laughed ALOT as usual.
hahaha.

church to for the organ thing next.
was COOL.
gosh. that guy (eric i think)
is GOOD.
haha.
but. mmm.
lets put it this way.
its still piano for me(:
haha.

home-d.
lunch-ed.
and its venezia with celine, tisha and joan!<333
laughed super alot.
and being how tired i am.
just anyhow mixed and matched and EWW.
i look so.
i dont know.
UGH.

ah.
ack.
anyways.
choir after that!
and i was late AGAIN.
ugh.
i hate myself for that.
anyways.
it was not bad.
but i feel STRESSED.
very very stressed in fact.
and anthem's tomorrow.
WOHW.
hope everything will go well!(:

anyways.
its mini family gathering now!(:
mummy made tiramisu.
WHOOOWHHHH.

good.
hahahaha.

alright.
chill out, camwhore and sleeping time.

goodbye.

and im surprised, life's GOOD without you too.

DANGADANGDANGDANGDANG.

im.
having.
a.
SORE THROAT.

boo):
and there's anthem tomorrow!

damn.
UGH.
i need HONEY.
or anything that cures sore throat.
YEECH.
this sucks.

[edit]

was bloghopping and i came across this post.
which well. made me wonder if its true.

God makes all people in pairs
Then dumps everyone in a basket
He shakes the basket
And scatters everyone all over the world
Then you're supposed to find the one you were made with

sounds cool eh.

alright.
im gonna continue sulking about my throat and my fats.
goodbye.

okay.

why am i up at this unearthly hour.

reason being.

i dont feel like sleeping.

damn.

there's SOSOSOSOSO many things in mind.
which till now, i cant seem to find a solution to solve certain problems.
which is what sucks.

and the worse thing now is.
christmas is coming.
and looking at things now,
i dont think i'll have a very wonderful christmas.

i dont know why.
but somehow.
i just feel that way.

alright.
i feel like reading.
and camwhoring.

maybe.
that'll solve those problems.

ohwells.
i'll be turning in now.

goodnight(:

till here`

tell me im just getting ego;

yesyes. new blogskin!
got kinda bored of the previous one.
haha.

anyways.

tag replies;

jas> JASMINE!((: <33

EUDORA> haha i wonder what it is! im sure i'll like it!(: i'll be getting your present soon! and nah. its okay(: heck about yesterday! no point getting pissed of that DUMB matter right!
hee. LOVE YOU!<333

EUNICE!> haha AWW!(: so sweet! haha! okayokay. if anyone or both of us dont find a seriously HOT date. START PLANNING WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO! hee(; LOVES((: <333

JOLENE> hey! oh. its scary okay! it is! though im sure it'll be scarier at night.
and my block had better not suffer from blackout at nights! BLACKOUTS ARE SCARY! heck if its morning, afternoon or night! haha. LOVE YOU!<33 ( GO OUT SOON!(; )

EUNICE!> hee. THANKS! I LOVE YOU!<333

im starting to see the light, feel the warmth.
dont mess it up, dont take it away;

HOHO!(:

today's GOOOOOD.
went shopping with mummy, auntie, CELINE, joan and tisha.

YAYYE!
fun.
and yes.
its my second time meeting tisha though we're cousins.
haha.
and gosh.
she's really pretty!
and hot.
just like celine and joan.

so yes.
picture me being the fattest and ugliest.
as usual.
AHAHA.

anyways.
shopping started with mum and auntie shopping and us following(hmms. whats new!)

and.
the four of us sneaked off after half an hour.
HEH.

but we told auntie after that!
haha.
anyways.

and so.
the four of us shopped like some CRAZY NUTTY women.
went outfitters.
bought one top and bottom.
and that already cost SEVENTY-THREE DOLLARS.
gosh.
half of my money gone.
anyways.

MANGO after that.
WHOOAAAA.
we were super fascinated.
and celine bought like dont know how many GAZILLION tops.
and i bought one!(:
with tisha.
hee.

andand.
we just bought and bought and bought till we had 2 dollars left.
yes.

we each had two dollars left.
that was our goal.
and celine was so super retarded!
she had two dollars and ten cents.
and she didnt want to be the odd one out.
guess what she did.

she walked to a small boy and said.
HEY(: I'LL GIVE YOU TEN CENTS TO BUY AN ICE CREAM.

and the kid went.
TEN CENTS HOW TO BUY? YOU STUPID.

HAHA.
laughed till i nearly had cramps.

and she dropped the ten cents into someone's plastic bag in the end.
HAHA.

met mummy and auntie.
gosh.
they bought so so so much MORE than us!
and mum was smart.
she left her stuff in auntie's car and she'll collect it tomorrow.
and she went.
HAHA.
NOW THEY WILL THINK I BOUGHT NOTHING AND YOU BOUGHT LOADS.

haha.
so sorry mum!
ive got a blog(:
HAHA.

anyways.
choir practice after that!
was not bad!
hee.

alright.
im feeling so tired and sickly now( i dont know why)
im going to rest.

GOODBYE(:

till here`
ready? let's go((:

and i promise. i will.
i have to. and i will.
and youve got an extra bonus.
honoured?(:

HOHO.
just finished one small part of history.
i feel so.
KIASU.
but nah.
needa be prepared first!
hee :D


anyways.
RUNNING TOMORROW!
whoo.
new love.
ahha.
anyways.

just to some people.
know what?
i dont freaking care(:
stop telling me.
stop trying to convince me.

and dont ask how's my day.
and when i tell you its bad.
you just go -__- again?!
its not my fault my day's bad yet again is it?
and. no.
im not someone to turn to when your belovedS ignore you.
or when youve got no one to talk to.
im not(:

im having fun.
im about to see the light.
im about to get back to how happy i was.
stop messing it up will you?
and no.
the you's plural.
yes.

stop making me feel like some FOOL.
oh wait.
i forgot.
screwed fool's my middle name(:

i hate having to post and blog about how i feel everyday.
CORRECTION.
post and blog about how unhappy i am.
yes.
life's been BAD.

and im starting to have fun and enjoy life and my last two weeks of holidays.
just.
stop.
yes?
thankyou.

just.
get a life.
or get out of my life(:

haha.
time to turn in.
GOODNIGHT(:

till here`

and i promise.
i WILL mess it all up(:

EUDORA KOAY IS BACK!
SO IS JOAN!

whoo!

two more people to keep me company!
gosh.

I MISSED YOU TWO LIKE CRAZY!

outing soon kay!

anyways.
THANKS JADY FOR THE REALLY CUTE er. THING!(:
dont know what its called.
but its really nice!
minnie mouse.
HEE.
ilike(:

waha.
anyways.

i just realised.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA SOON.
boo.
havent bought christmas presents yet.
andand.
I HAVENT GOT THE DRESSES FOR THE PARTIES YET!
dang.
and.
its like.
SCHOOL'S REOPENING SOON):
good yet bad

but hey!
my class seems not bad!
there's JASMINE, MICHELLE and. er. haha.
cant remember.
but its okay!
as long as there's the two of them!
hee.
anyways.

im still in a camwhoring mood!):
COMECOME.
lets all take pictures!
and.
MELISSA PNG! WE'RE GONNA CAMWHORE SUPER ALOT WHEN WE GO OUT!
hee.(:

oh.
and.
i need flats.
okay.
not neccessary flats.
but something to match the dress for christmas dinner.
and im SUPER excited for christmas.
HAHA.
alright.

back to reading history.
BYE BYE.

till here`

and if i have the ability to step in and rock it, im definitely able to step out and mess it;

HEYHO!(:

alright.
today's GOOD.
hee.

laughed SUPER alot.

woke up.
missed breakfast.
bathed.
dressed up and off! i went. to town!
hee.

and THE HOLIDAY IS A SUPER GOOD MOVIE.
GOGO.
GO WATCH.
GO.
YES.
trust me.
GOSH.
ITS SUPEEERRR NICE!

camoren diaz(pardon my spelling!) and jude law are. WOHW.

she's super pretty and he's SUPER charming!
hahaha.

and YES PEOPLE.
IVE GOT AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE.

SCHOOL BAG is officially OFF! the 'christmas list'
YAYYE.
haha.
got one already!
hee.

anyways.
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
i want this top!
from outfitter girls!
and this dress.
and this pair of flats.
andand.
LOADS MORE.
anyone wants to buy for me?
*grins* (:
come on.
i know you all love me!

hee.

anyways.
there MIGHT be family gathering tomorrow.
YAYYE!
i miss CELINE!
and yes of course.
BRONSON.

haha.
anyways.

ANYONE WANTS TO GO RUNNING WITH ME?((:
i wanna go run!
needa lose ALOT of weight for christmas.
UGH.
blame it on all those eating.
UGHUGHUGH.
UGH.
okay.
nevermind.
contact me kay!

andand.
I WANNA GO SENTOSA!
EUNICE SYAHIR AND JOASH!
WHEN ARE WE GOING AGAIN!
hahaha.

ALRIGHT.
off! i go to start reading my textbooks for next year!
(HELLO. I DO PREPARE MYSELF OKAY! SEE HOW STUDIOUS I AM!)

till here`

yes of course.
i will.
i definitely will.

tag replies.

JOLENE> haha OKAY! YAYYE! havent seen you for so darn long! LOVE YOU!<333> NONO! dont tell me what youre getting for me! let it be a SURPRISE! hee.
butbut. if youre really getting, get something nice! HAHA. tc!

ready? lets go;

HOHO.

im going out later.
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR.

ugh.
i need new clothes luh.

anyways.
torsten and dexian will be going to sentosa to recce today!
hope you two manage to find a spot!((:

and so.
i saw something today that seriously hit the
I-AM-DARN-PISSED meter.

but its okay!
learn to be nice mab.
yesyes.

haha.
alright.
and its movie, shopping, chill out. chit chat and loads of camwhoring later.
yayye.(:

anyways.
signed in for tag replies.
so.

EUNICE!> oh please you ARE hot. you owned almost all the people in bikini there! and NO.
im not hot. GOSH. so not! YES SENTOSA SOON! LOVE YOU!<333

joash> HAHA. only eunice. and SENTOSA AGAIN! hee. take care loads!(:

BERNANA> HEY BERNS! i saw you in school!(: oha haha CHEY. hahahaha XD LOVE YOU!<333

SUANFONG> hey! thanks(: tc loads!((:

yongyang> YESYES.YESYES. ask her! its her youre dating! not me.! hahah tc!(:

tUck> haha YES. IM SURE. hahaha tc!(:

charis> HEY!(: you flew off ): and yeah. HOPE WE'LL MANAGE TO GO OUT. have fun overseas! i love you loads darling!<333

quan mei> HEY! yes. havent been seeing you around too! when we stay just NEXT DOOR.
ugh. and so many things happened and i havent been talking to YOU! boo): take care loads dearie! christmas shopping soon!(: LOVES((: <333

EUNICE!> HAHA. yesyes. thats if. youre NOT taken on valentine's day. HAHA.
aiyer. just leave the old spinster alone and have fun with your hot date! HAHA.
take care loads darling! SEEENNTTTOOOSSAAA!<333

and determination and perseverance is what i need;

ALRIGHT.
ignore the previous rantings.
anyways.
i just saw something and WHOHW.
BOOM.
got even more pissed and cheesed off.
haah.
but. i deserved that.
for sinking back in.
and therfore.
i need determination and perseverance.

anyways.

i kinda came up with my christmas list!(:
hee.

im just onnga put what i NEED. yupps(:
here goes.

1) TOPS.(wanna go shopping with me? ((: )
2) BOTTOMS.
3) A SCHOOL BAG.(since my mother isnt willing to get me a new one.;alksjf ;aks j)
4) a pencil case.(I REALLY REALLY NEED ONE)
5) this mango bag.

and i shall now explain to you.
why i need those stuff as mentioned above.

TOPS: im really really running out of clothes and its getting boring.
im sure you all realised.

BOTTOMS: IVE GOT SUPER LITTLE BOTTOMS!

SCHOOL BAG: my school bag's old and tattered. and the books are THICK and HEAVY next year.

PENCIL CASE: ive been using the same pencil case since p6! its really old and childish):

MANGO BAG: alright. i dont exactly need it. but its NICE!((:

ALRIGHT.
you might want to get me one of this.
hee(:

till here`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINJIE!((:
you are EIGHTEEEN!
EIGHTEEN!
haha. its been GREAT hanging out with you!
and have a blessed and hot eighteen!
i love you loads pretty husband!<3
TAKE CARE LOADS!
shopping and catching up soon!
MAB LOVES YOU TRUCKLORRYAEROPLANESUBMARINE LOADS!<333

and being how bored i am now.



























































and no.
its not some lesbian pics.
we just got bored.
and sunk into a camwhoring mood.
yupps!(:

anyways.

I WANNA GO STARGAZING!
anyone wants to go with me?
i wanna go stargazing on christmas!
so fun!
and nice.
hee(:

andand.
PEOPLE.
STOP TALKING ABOUT VALENTINE'S DAY!
christmas and new year isnt even over!
and.
I'LL BE SPENDING VALENTINE'S ALONE AGAIN NEXT YEAR.
mind you!
hahaah.
and.

I WANNA GO SHOPPPIIINNNGGG.
shoppingshoppingshopping!
hee.

okay.
im getting random and sleepy.
IM MEETING XUAN LATER!
yayye!

see you all!

till here`

determination and perserverance is what i need.
oh.
and some patience too(:

break. yes. i need a break.

hey(:

alright.
today's ALLRIIGHHTT.

met XUAN(:

hee.
then.

went to buy YUNXING's birthday present!
and we sent it to her house!
and YUNXING!.
YOUR HOUSE IS.

HUGGGEEE.
YOUR ROOM TOO.

ugh.
sense some jealous-ness?
HAHA.

and i was late for choir.
the bus came later than expected.
boo.

and choir.
was practically BAD for me.

kept doing off tune.
and like.
affecting the whole group.
boohoo):
SORRY!
and SORRY YILE!
but thanks fuxing for the encouragment!(:

dinner was FILLING.
gosh.
i feel like a pig now.
haha
and tianyu is super cute!
ahahaha.

home-d.
and here i am.
in a CAMWHORING mood.
HOWHOW?

EUNICE! I WANNA CAMWHORE!
andand.
CELINE!
CAMWHOREEEE!
we havent taken pictures for so super duper fuper kuper ultra mega LOONNGG!

andand.
I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!
WHOO.
presents.
nice clothes.
andand.
MANY MORE.
hahaha.

alright.
mum's chasing me off the com.
so BYE!(:

till here`

no.
come on.
just give me.
A BREAK.

its getting on my nerves.
youre starting to be under the irritating category.

and hey.
stop telling others what i told you.
know what SECRETS mean?
ugh.

and im really really really sorry.
please cheer up.
im really really sorry
take care loads.

tell me.
what more do you want?
im tired.
t-i-r-e-d tired.
it was the bad yet good.
but at least.
take care loads.(:

and screwed fool's my middle name;
im all prepared for the worse.
guess what?
it came(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNXING!
YUNXING!
youre SIXTEEN!
gosh. everyone's growing.
haha.
anyways.
thanks for being there!
and its been GREAT knowing you!
sharing those secrets we have.
how we felt.
getting advices.
gosh.
I LOVE YOU.
take care loads dearie!
shopping soon!
have a sexayye* sixteen!
GOD bless!
I LOVE YOU LOADIES!<333

hey(:

alright.
today was.
mmm.
rather fun?
haha.

woke up.
met ck, wenxin and yong yang for lunch.
haha.

was supposed to meet mummy for lunch then family gathering.
but both were cancelled so.

i met XUAN!
my DEAREST ROCK!<3>
hey.
stop.
the more you do.
the more freaked out i get.

hey.
know what?
its sad to know.

hey.
im truly sorry.
take care loads.

yesyes.
its to three different people.

and i cant. i just. cant.

hey(:
today was alright.
rather fun.

woke up.
met ck and ervine for breakfast.
and ck had like.
two half-boiled eggs.
gosh.
it looked sick.
the way he mixed the eggs.
UGH.
shant continue.

met minjie, yunxing, wenxin, xuan and amenda after that!<3
and we all waited for MEL.<3333

ahaha.
sat between xuan and yunxing during service.
hahaha.
and thanks my dearest rock!
for the really cute present from thailand!<3

seesee.
mab's LOVED((:
and im not forgotten!
hee.

amazing race after that.
got into buddy groups.
and yeah.
it was FUN(:
and yunxing and i were in the same group!
YAYYE!(:

and.
during the race.
i kinda.
i dont know.
lost my cool?
lots my temper?
whatever you call it.
ohwellies.

hahahaha.

and TADAAAAA!
we came in last.
BUTBUT!

its okay!
we all had fun!
its about the process and the bonding!

and it was TIRING.
but it was nice walking and talking with yunxing.<3

YUNXING!
hope youre better now!
dont be pissed or annnoyed or irrinoyed anymore!
its okay!
im sure you looked pretty
and you had GOOD FOOD!
hahaha.
take care loads pretty!
i'll treat you to ice cream next sunday!
LOVES((:
<3

and so.
back to church.
dinner-ed
and practiced for third service.

and im so glad wenxin was there.
would have just screwed up the whole thing luh.
and gosh.
i kinda like.
rested my hands on the keys of the synthsizer/organ.
and WHOWH.
weird sounds came out.
ugh.
ohwells.

i learned a lesson.
haha
.
hom-ed.
and here i am.

half-dead.
but i refuse to turn in yet.
haha.

alright.
its another.
boring and dead post.
goodbye.

till here`

tag replies.

yongyang> ahaha.YESYES. take cares!(:

GERALDINE> but you earn money! haha. <3

charis> HEY!((: yeah im feeling better now. just. some problems here and there. haha.
and. thanks for your concern! and thanks for that day on the phone!(: I LOVE YOU LOADS DEARIE!<333

jas> HELLO JASMINE!((((: oh man! you pro person! and i feel bad now for i didnt do any at all):
haha. i miss you loads dearie! catch up soon!<33333

joash> haha i can okay! i can! i will! be careful the next time we meet! cos im gonna trick you! hahaha! and eunice isnt fat. i am. hahahaha. take care loads! see you soon!(:

elton> I AM. you just. havent seen them. haha take care loads! ALL THE BEST for your exams!(:

wx> YAO! haha thanks for tonight too! it was GOOD. and i couldnt have done it without you too! LOVES(: <333

no mabel, no.

hey(:

today's ALRIGHT.

and ive to say.
SORRY DE EN AND HUIYUN.
i was late.
SUPER late.
i overslept!
gosh.
im super pig.

woke up at 1015.
GOSH.
slap myself for that.

but.
i was really really really tired luh.

meeting was alright.

gotta go SENTOSA to recce!

YAYYEYAYYEYAYYE!

fun!
hee.XD

lunch at queenstown after that.
and its queensway with ck and yy after that.
and ck is a very po ma person.
HAHA.

we were stuck in this shop for super long because
he couldnt whether to buy this pants or not!
gosh.

worse than me.
HAHA.
kidding.

choir after that.
and i was like.
SORRY AIPING!.

i seriously needa get rid of the being LATE thing in me.

anyways.
choir was not bad!

and.
i needa practice alot!

home-d.
dinner-ed with mummy.<3

and running after resting!

and.
it was try-out-christmas-clothes time
for all the cousins.
GOSH.

i NEEDA lose weight!
UGHUGHUGH.
anyone wants to go exercising with me?
no.
i mean.
according to mummy.
MASSIVE exercising.
im seriously.
all FATS.
ALSKF A;SLKF JA;SKF J;SALK JFALKJ.

ugh.

okay.
im bored.
and ive got nothing to blog about so.
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE(:

till here`

whats wrong with me.
MABEL.
you arent supposed to be feeling like that.
NO.
you cant and you arent supposed to.
WAKE UP girl.

i can do it.i can do it.
i can do it.
i HAVE to.

dang.
shit happens.