remedy;

10:21 PM

bigbig hug(:

hey!(:

today's good.
haha.
science centre with the kids.
and EUDORA!
it was FUN!
haha

and i thanks eudora!
for being such a WONDERFUL partner!
i wanna partner you again!
if i ever help out again.
hahaha.

alright.
and OUR NONSENSE.
gosh.
HAHA.
15 times.
target.
gossips.
SEAWEED.
and mr chen hao yang!
haha!

its been GREAT partnering you!
hee.(:

and so.
home-d.
bathed.
had dinner.
watched tv.
dozed off.
woke up.
and here i am.
rotting my fat body away.

and yeah.
im falling sick.
good or bad.
i dont know.
haha.
half-half.

and.

ANYONE WANTS TO GO SHOPPING?
or rather.
WINDOW SHOPPING?
i needa get tops.
and bottoms.
and bags.

and christmas clothes for regina, joan and malcom's christmas party.

and im going shopping with regina and mummy!

needa know where to get what though.

ANYONE WANTS TO GOOO?

ahaha.
and i need.
60 BUCKS.
59 to get my dress.
1 dollar to well.
i dont know.
save me from being officially BROKE?
haha.

CONTACT ME KAY.
i wanna go out.
and SENTOSA.
eunice! hurry come back! sentosasentosasentosa!
hahaha.

alright.
im turning in soon.
goodnight.

till here`

well. it seems like.
i dont matter.(:
i waitedandwaited.
and it never came.
jollygollymollyfolly.
mabel, youre just plain DUMB.

; i'm more than that.

6:58 PM

tag replies.

wx> haha hey!(: thanks and i'll remember the cards! have a fun holiday! LOVE YOU! see you soon!(; <3

nicole> yeahh): yupps next time! hope to see you soon! LOVES((: <3

melll> hello MELLL!(: yes i wanna talk to you on the phone too! like last year! those midnight talks! HEE. and yesyes. we'll laugh and cry and laugh and cry till we get ABS! hahaha! LOVE YOU DEARIE!! *hugs and kisses* <333333333333333333333333

GERALDINE> haha hello! oh haah. but youre working! hahaha.

BERNANA> BERNS!! yeah): but ohwells! SOON YA! LOVE YOU!<3

jas> haha yesyes! i checked out your blog! and she's as retarded as YOU! haha! XD
LOVE YOU LOADIES! we're gonna be in the same class for the next two years! WHOO! <333

GERALDINE> haha yupps! thanks! <3

EUDORA> haha thanks nicenice partner!<333

charis> haha HELLO! *screams* haha why cry! hahaha. LOVE YOU!<3 (when are we going out with tasha!?!? hahaha!) <333

EUDORA> haha HELLOOO!(: yesyes. you certainly had fun getting me all wet and having me scream like a RETARD! hahaha! and yeah! it was GREATT! partnering you! hee(: i wanna partner you next year! all our nonsense! hahaha! 15 times! HAHA. LOVE YOUU!<3333

; i'm more than that.

8:18 PM

and then again, i deserve it. but. i got condemned. for. that?

alright.

second day of kiddies camp.
not bad(:

and its GREAT taking p2a with eudora(:

the class is just WHOWH.
super good.
hahahahah.
naughty yet obedient.
sounds contradicting but yeah.
haha.

theyre SOOOOOO loveable.

hahahaha.

alright.
and all things were great.
thinking of having many many kids when i grow up.
and i just have to know.
i got.
i dont know.
hahaha.

im on someone's dislike list?
on one more person's dislike list?

haha.
but hey.

thanks eunice(:

EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
rmb that kid,
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
that coach lionel told us about?
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
if they got a problem with you, it's their problem.
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
not your problem

EUNCIE!?(so are you willing to surrender?) says:
to live your life in such a way that is pleasing to God
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
you don't have to please others. much less bother abt what they say abt you. although of course their words would hurt you.
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
but.
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
it's who you are in God's eyes that is what matters,
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
and i know, to God, you're beautiful,
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
fearfully and wonderfully made (:
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
His child
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
loved by Him (:
EUNICE! / (so are you willing to surrender?) says:
and that will never change (:

thanks eunice.
it kinda cheered me up.
and. reminded me about GOD.

dear LORD,
please let me remember that youre always with me.
please let me be closer to you, and to have trust and faith in you.
and dear lord. please let me be a better person.
please let me be more patient. and to be more sensitive.
dear lord, also help me to leave all my problems to you.
and to give you glory for everything.
and to let you be my guidance.
i havent been a good girl.
please let me be a good girl now.
im sorry i only realise all this through times like this.
but lord, i still thank you for all that happened.
for i know, there's a reason for everything.
thank you lord. for letting eunice remind me that.
youre always here.
thank you lord.
i love you.
amen.<3

I LOVE GOD(:
<3

im not being sarcastic here.
i really do.
and i thank GOD for everything.
though at times.
i hate my life and all.
but look.
GOD HAS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING!
hee.

alright.
im excited for the excursion tomorrow!
P2A!!!!!
YAYEEE!
i love them all.
not to forget.
EUDORA KOAY.
hey! thanks for your concern and smses!
its GREAT partnering you!
TAKE CARES! SEE YOU TOMORROW!<3

oh.
and i cut my hair.
haha.
super thin and rather short.
hahaha.
aunty was like.
MAB. I'LL CUT IT SUPER THIN KAY!
and being how tired and sickly and sleepy i was.
i said OKAY! enthusiastically(i dont know why)
and TADA!
thin and rather short hair.

i like!
hahaha.
feels so LIGHT.
and it doesnt look as GROSS.

hahaah.

alright.
im feeling dizzy.

goodnight.
till here`

tell me.
you dont think so.
tell me.
you beg to differ.
tell me.
you didnt forget..
tell me.
im still a.
tell me.
it wont change.
tell me.
i could get used to it.

; i'm more than that.

9:54 PM

for thats life for me;

hey(:

today's alright.

woke up.
meeting.
home-d.
off i go to ps!

met mel and peiling. <3
haha.
bought ear rings!
hahahaha.
and MEL!!!
DECK THE HALLSS!
CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!
WHENWHENWHEN!
hahaha.
<3

and guess what i saw at outfitter girls today.

A SUPER NICE DRESS.
that costs.

fiftynine dollars.

which means.
im not going shopping for two weeks.
to save up for the dress.

PEILING!
REMEMBER TO SAVE UP KAY!
and we'll go buy the dresses!
hee.

btw.
peiling saw a dress that she likes too.
haha.

dinner at yoshinoya after that.
SO FILLING.
hahahaha.

home-d.

phone-d.

and.
im going to help my mum cut cloths to make clothes now.

MY MUM CAN DESIGN AND MAKE CLOTHES SUPER WELL.
SERIOUS.

if only i got that talent from her.

UGH.

alright.

till here`
tag repies tomorrow.

dont ask.
im just disappointed.
thats life for me.

; i'm more than that.

12:31 AM

when you wish. there's someone to protect you;

hey!(:

yesyes.

im here to update my dead blog.
haha.

there wasnt much to blog about anyways..
haha.

alright.
things.
have been a lil tough.
BUTBUT.

its over(:

im fine now.
youre happy.
im happy.
everyone's happy(:

and ive got people to thank.
and. i guess.
i already did.
so yuppsie!(:

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN! LOADS.
LOVE YOU!<3

im sure you all know who you are!
THANKS ALOT(:

okay. and now.
about today.

woke up.

went out.
and CHURCH(:

and ive to say.
thanks tuck yan!(:
creative ive to say.
haha.

ling chang practice for kiddies camp after that.
crapped and laughed our way through.
and guess what.

I GOT TO EAT THE COLOURFUL BISCUITS!
goshgosh.
i like!
and i feel like eating the WANG WANG XIAO MAN TOU now):

haha.

home-d.

phone-d MELISSA.<3
laughed like shit.(as usual.)
haha.
MEL YOU CERTAINLY CHEER PEOPLE UP(:
haha.

alrights.
gotta go sleep now.
till here`

you think youre fine.
but when night falls.
its time to sleep.
you realise.
youre not.
for one day of sadness and fear cant be hidden anymore.

at least.
i didnt affect others' mood(:

though im still.
~~scared.~~

; i'm more than that.