okay.
im turning in yet.
waiting for daddy to be home!(:
and mummy made tiramisu!
for the three of us plus regina.
YAYYE.
i love tiramisu!
anyways.
was reading through my blog archives.
and i chanced upon this post
where i blogged about me being a spinster.
and once again,
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DONT WANT TO BE A SPINSTER.
okay.
not those stay sew clothes etc that kind.
but basically.
unwanted and fugly and helpless but no one pities you.
YESYES.
gosh.
picture like.
40-50 years later.
everyone's married.
and theyve got kids and grandchildren.
and im all ALONE.
everyone's busy with their family stuff.
and slowly, im forgotten.
and one day,
your grandson asks you.
"GRANDPA/GRANNY, OTHER THAN UNCLE AND AUNTIE BLAHBLAH,
DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER FRIENDS OR CLOSE FRIENDS?"
and you go.
"OH. I HAD THIS CHURCHMATE BY THE NAME OF.. ER.. WHATS HER NAME?
MA-? MA-? OH. MABEL"
and you finally remember mab.
and you start looking for her.
but realised.
she passed away since a gazillion years ago,
quietly, and all of her friends didnt know.
only her family knew.
(note.family as in cousins etc.)
GOSH.
how pitiful is that.
I DONT WANT TO BE A SPINSTER.
serious.
its so.
i dont know!
man.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE DONT LET ME BE A SPINSTER.
PLEASE.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.
okay.
enough of my bullshit.
im not feeling very well now, and this isnt good.
since tomorrow's CHRISTMAS EVE and monday's CHRISTMAS.
right.
im not expecting a wonderful christmas but like.
HEY.
at least let me be healthy and fit during christmas!(:
alright.
im gonna go call daddy and ask him where he is.
THE TIRAMISU IS WAITING FOR US.
goodnight!(:
