sweet nothings
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
9:00 PM
and im truly sorry.
squash, badminton, running, tennis. smiled, laughed. held hands, hugged, a peck on the cheek. my rival. but when things were bad. you were there. tears came down. i had your shoulder. you did funny things. and i smiled. things went on. all was sweet. till he came into the picture. happily, we passed that hurdle. but well. it was her soon after that. she couldnt stop. could have died. we tried. it didnt work. i needed a break. a break from those bad nights. a break from those scary moments with her. a break from those disappointments. nearly got back. happy moments seemed like forever. but. it didnt last. good things have to come to an end. thats what appeared to me. a hug and a kiss. goodbye. and it all ended. besties. thats what we were. things changed. you waited. but, i moved on. there. he was just there. and. one day. it came. from you and him. i chose him. surprisingly, it was tough. quarrel, disappointments, tears and eventually, scars. a short seventeen days. but, i was happy. i had fond memories. i still cried. you were there. on the phone. all the jokes. i knew how you felt. but i chose not to know. for i didnt want to know as, you were just a bestfriend. i tried. i tried to remember. but. i couldnt. i just cant. all that came to mind was. he's my best friend. thats all that came. i cant picture anything else. i cant picture past being present. imsorry. forget. for. im not worth it. im sorry. truly sorry. take care loads, bestfriend. (:
